Love is Painful...

I've made up my mind,
been thinkin about this...for a long time
I've tried to convince myself
that we're doin quite well,
but I don't think I can carry on,
'coz I can feel the spark...is just gone.
I neva thought it would,
turn out to be of no good...
coz I thought I loved you,
but i know now that...it ain't true.

I'm tired of,
bein what you want me to...
I've had enough,
of stepping in your shoes...
neva thought dat love,
could be painful too...

Don't get me wrong here,
But all the numbness...is hard to bear
I've tried my very best
but it still got messed,
I can't think of anythin
to make it all right...over again.
so we've gotta go separate ways,
for the rest of our days...
there'll be no regrets, see,
'coz I'm doin this for...You and Me.

BECAUSE...
I'm tired of,
bein what you want me to...
I've had enough,
of stepping in your shoes...
neva thought dat love,
could be painful too...

---• » Aamen.

I don't give a damn!

I'm not the coolest girl on the block,
I'm not the face that stops the clock,
But I get all the jeers in stock,
and I don't give a damn!

I'm not a pretty cheerleader,
I don't possess a Porsche car,
But I'm what you would call 'bizarre',
and I don't give a damn!

I don't go by the latest trends,
I may not have a million friends,
But I'm not the one who pretends,
and I don't give a damn!

I may be a dork, a geek, a nerd-
You may think I'm somewhat absurd,
But I make my opinions heard....
I'm what I am and I don't give a DAMN!

---• » Aamen.

Reverie...

Many a day has come and gone,
from the autumn's twilight to the winter's morn,
from the first blush of the sun at dawn,
to its scorching blaze and midday scorn.

The winding path round the wood.
meets the bubbling water of the stream,
the barny owl's in a drowsy mooda,
ready to doze off and dream.

The fiery sun has left its bed,
shining with all its might,
the little robin,in search of bread-
is ready for its flight.

The soothing cool northern breeze,
whispers in my ears,
the lore of the forgotten kingdom,
of its smiles and its tears.

---• » Aamen.